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[Nov. 11th, 2009|05:52 am] |
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Baby why is your song filled with tears ?
Baby why is your voice shivering ?
Baby why is your back facing me ?
Baby why is your hand so cold ?
Baby why are you looking me with pain ?
Baby why are you crying ?
Baby why are you holding back ?
Baby why can't i reach you when you are reaching out for me ?
Baby turn around and look at me
I'll wipe your tears away
I'll re-write this song for you
Give me your hands i will hold them with my warm hands
Give me all your pain, I'll take it all away from you
Hold me tight and never let go
Cause i don't ever wanna lose you
Don't ever say goodbye cause all i wanted is to love you
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[Nov. 11th, 2009|05:52 am] |
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The first time i meet you
is around this season right ?
The lit up street glowed so beautifully
You were a crybaby
always laying your forehead crying on my shoulders
wanting my warmth for nothing
Everyone lives carrying their own troubles
Desperately holding this broken heart
If we become honest we'll surely be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
This path is here for us
An important steps to the future.
Remember the first time you pretend to be sad and lie on my shoulder ?
Wanting to get closer wanting my warmth ~ |
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|06:32 am] |
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Suddenly saw keiko's birthday cake ~
Damn hungry ~~~ LOVE STRAWBERRIES ~
Why will people cry when they are listening to slow classical ?
Because it went deep down into their hearts and dig their real feelings out
Why do people feel good when they listen to classical ?
Cause it went deep in and dig my happiness out ~
Classical are truly awesome ~
Cause my girlfriend is already good at it ~
Girlfriends just order delivery ~
Awwww man i am hungry ~
Sometimes it sucks to be nice to someone who doesn't deserve it just like her ~
Trying to be nice ended up people block you ~
Angry with yourself also not much use ~
I am just angry with myself for trying to be nice to you ~
I wanna just lie down everynight and watch the stars with you ~
I wanna just cycle you to school everyday
I wanna make lunch with you everyday
I wanna laugh with you
I wanna cry with you
I wanna die with you
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|07:00 am] |
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HAPPY 17TH TO OUR HOT AND SPICY ~ XANNE-CHAN ~ :D
LOVE MY HOT HOT KEIKO ~~~ CHUUU ~
ALL THE BEST FOR MATHS !!!
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|07:36 am] |
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Awww man ~
It's a total break down for my body heart and soul !!! ~
Hahahaha drama only ~
Feeling damn tired these few days ~
Busy with girlfriends and friends and studies and game ~LOL
But life is awesome =D
Candid photo of small wife ~
Hahahaha damn cute only ~
Eat a meal still must wear your sunglasses ~
Forever cute only ~ hahahaha ~
Mako cosplaying keiko ~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!
Damn ass i swear ~
Keiko = Love food ~
In fact both of my girlfriends love food =D
But forever skinny only ~
Another broken dream
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|06:32 am] |
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AWW THIS IS SO CUTE ~
Oh My God ~
Lesbian love is just so beauitful
It's so flawless
It's just so perfect
It's the most beautiful thing on earth ~
What's more beautiful then 2 beauitful maidens falling in love with each other ~
THIS IS TOTALLY KEIKO AND MAKO INSPIRED ~
HAHAHAHAHAHA ~ I AM EXPERIENCING DEJA VU ~
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|05:17 am] |
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Stop doing rubbish chanelle cheng
You're already 18
And you do such childish stuff ~
What were you thinking ???
Answer me ??
I don't know
You know what will happen yet you do it ?
But i believe things happened for a reason
i guess i will know the reason soon enough
She being nice i can see it ~
I'm thinking when she will remove it
hahahaha didn't know it's so fast ~
This is what we call from something to nothing
Kinda sad that the fun we had is just gone into thin air
thanks to me again ~
Well ~ doesn't matter i guess ~ since it already doesn't matter her
So it's fine ~
Got scolded by keiko today ~ sigh ~
Well what she scold me was totally true
and i agree with her and felt truly sorry ~
Mako got scolded too ~ Sad life ~
But both of us deserve it ~
I don't know which is the real you
It's kinda confusing but somehow still trying to figure it out
It seem like i just destory the lego tower i just made
Reason why ? I don't know
Maybe i wanna try something new ~I guess ~
Hahahaha ~ it can be build up once again i believe ~
Which is the real you doesn't matter cause you're just you to me ~
I'm dying ~ on the inside and outside
It doesn't matter ~
Are you being nice because you pity me ?
Or do you care for me ?
If you pity me please don't
and you can block me till you feel better ~
If you care for me thanks ~
But don't force yourself ~
But just wanna let you that
You're still important to me ~
Hidden issues are killing me inside ~
Why must you girls doing such things ?
Always one !!!
This brighten up my day :D
Drawn by mako ~<3
I know how i feel now
i know what i want now
i know what to do now
Yes i am clear in my head now
Thank you kii-tan ~ <3
You never ever fail to wake me up ~
I'm losing it ~ my voice ~
Currently trying to screw my life now ~
Drown myself in yuri ~
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[Oct. 14th, 2009|06:39 am] |
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I am losing sight of my old self ~
Is this part of growing up ?
Crying isn't weak ~
the one who don't cry are cowards ~
like me
I don't even dare to cry ~
I am such a loser
Heart aching won't kill you at all ~
It doesn't hurt you or leave any scars
i can't die from heart aching ~
cause it doesn't hurt
I mean what i say
and i always do
I know how you feel
I understand
I really do
and that's what makes me sad too
but i can't go back on my words
and i ain't gonna go back on them
things will be fine after awhile ~
I didn't know my love was killing you...
it was killing me too...
I am always standing behind you waiting for you
to turn back and look at me
I am always standing behind you waiting for you
to feel me
Even if my importance in your life is as small as a drop of water
I'll still give you all my warm and
I'll shine for you even just for a tiny bit
I wanna be the one there for you
I'll give you my smiles so that you can be happy
I'll take all your sadness away from you
Everything about you is well kept inside me
I took all my courage and told you
I don't allow you to be alone anymore
I want to hug all the warm i gave you
I am always here.
I hate to be a burden
I hate to make you cry
i hate to see myself like that
I need to work it bitch ~~~
WORK IT !!! COME ON WORK IT ~~~~
YEAH I CAN HANDLE THIS ~
AWESOME =D
I'm gonna tell you the truth that
I chose an unforeseeable path
I'll never abandon you
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[Oct. 10th, 2009|06:20 am] |
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It's kind of like a melting heartfelt rhythm fading inside
I'll hold you tight so that you won't disappear
If you ever go astray and despair because you are lost
close your eyes and you can always feel my heartbeat there ~
Please do not start to cry at times when you're alone
strain your ears and you'll hear my voice echo clearly there
Come over here and rest your heart on me
I'll give your broken heart some loving care
When you finish crying~
let's sing a song of love ~
A song of love that we are not able to sing before ~
I wanna share this !!!
Xanne-chan with long hair ~ AWESOME =D
Life has been awesome yet so not awesome this week ~
Awww man ~ exams coming ~ gotta work hard ~~~
I want my girlfriends badly ~~~
but life is still so awesome ~ with awesome friends around me ~
Sometimes i seriously wonder what you are thinking about ~
I am not a mind game kinda person ~
But I'll play with you if you want to ~
Your emotions will make you lose it to me ~
Mako emoing on the rooftop ~
Pose pose all ~ shop like crazy only ~
Rich girlfriends went NYC without bring me ~
DAMN MEAN !!!!!
I WANNA GO TOO ~~~
I love you more than you could ever imagine !
Do you feel the way i feel ?
Did you heard me calling out for you ?
Emotions kills.
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[Oct. 7th, 2009|03:23 pm] |
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Hey, Do you think this feeling that is so close to me now
Will eventually be called a memory ?
If you wanna thank me for something.
Just stay in that happy smile (:
That's enough.
Please don't forget the significant warm of my hands.
Even if the light seen as if it will disappear
I wanna keep gazing without shedding a tear
I want to be looking at you till the very last moment.
A thank you that cannot be formed by words. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2009|01:56 am] |
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Life is just so easy if you
know how to lift it up and put it down
I just realize how much i have change ~
I'll be back somehow someday
I'm free to be whatever I choose
And I'll sing the blues if I want
I'm free to say whatever I like
If it's wrong or right it's alright
Always seems to me
You only see what people want you to see
Here in my mind
You know you might find
Something that you
You thought you once knew
But now it's all gone
And you know it's no fun
Yeah I know it's no fun
Oh I know it's no fun
I love you and you know i love you
i will smile till the end of time ~
Nope it doesn't hurt ~ Because i love you ~
I love you so much that i realize i forgot how to love myself
Your beauty is just flawless ~
F
I am unhappy when you talk about xxx ~
U
I don't know what's the fucking problem with me !
C
I am just so pissed ~
K
What should i do ? I
What can i do ? Love
Is it a mistake ? You
I wanna cry but i wasn't allow
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[Oct. 2nd, 2009|07:38 am] |
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(Stage failed still pose till so nice) AWESOME !
(This there something wrong with your back Kii-tan?)
Hahahahahaha ~
3 of us form the best rock band ever !!!!!!! YEAH !!!!!!
 
(Random*) Dango-chan !!! Pu-chan !!!
I ain't gonna give up on my dreams
I ain't gonna give up on my believes
I ain't giving up no matter how much reality hits me
Dreams are meant to be fulfilled
Dreams are meant to come true
I will fight for my dreams till my last breathe !
Thank god for giving me life
So that i can touch life
It's just so awesome being able to see the world
Good or bad i don't care because to me there is no good or bad
Just agree or disagree
I wonder how people see me sometimes ~
I wonder how do i look like to them ?
Mako asked : Why do shooting stars fall down ?
Keiko replied : Because they hold too much wishes...
Which i think it really kinda make sense yet kinda sad ~
Everyone have wishes~
if every single person on earth make a wish upon me ~
I guess i will just fall too hahahaha ~
Random photo taken by mako and she proclaims that it's a shooting star ~
I think it's just the lighting alright ~ hahahaha ~
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|05:13 am] |
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Hahahaha ~ It's been awhile i blog about personal life ~
Life's awesome with awesome people
Keiko Mako Xanne-chan Linda Clara Pei Yun and alot more of them ~ around ~
Hahahaha ~ they just so suteki !!! HAHAHAHA ~
Studying most the time now ~ Exams coming around ~
Hahaha ~ Life's never boring now ~ Sugoi !
I love them all ~ Chuuu ~
Even studying can be fun now i think ~ hahaha ~
Babies ~ Models ~ Friends ~ Party ~Family ~ HAHAHA AWESOME ONLY !!!
Kinda miss some of my old friends lately ~
How are you guys man ~ Call me or msn if you miss me too ~ hahahaha ~
I am hugging models everynight ~ Awesome only ~
Xanne-chan drew this for me ~ HAHAHA ~
AWESOME !!! ~
Bleach my eyebrowns and mustache
Hahahaha eyebrowns to match my hair colour and mustache to hide them ~
So i don't need to shave them ~ hahaha ~ Awesome ~
Keiko and Mako screamed : YOU ARE A GIRL !
After i bleach them ~ hahahaha it's damn funny ~
Should have made a video ~
Meeting up with mika-chan too ~ It's AWESOME !
Met with mika and chiyo-chan for suki sushi ~ SUTEKI ! =D
 Xanne-chan drew this too ~
I LOVE THEM ALL !!! CHUU ~
Baby i love you ~
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[Sep. 23rd, 2009|05:19 am] |
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I'll believe in the impossible
Because believing gives me power !
I'll make every impossible possible just for you
Even with you loving me will shorten my life i don't care
It's worth it ~ It's not about me but you...
I am willing to give you this unconditional love of mine forever
loving you selflessly is what i wanna do forever
I want you to feel the way i feel !
Life isn't about finding yourself but creating yourself...
I wanna create a life filled with you
I love you...
K&M |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2009|05:27 am] |
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I judge people with my heart and not my eyes ~
I am gonna fight for it !
I am gonna work for it !
Just the way you like it baby !
I will become the King so i can make you my Queen !
Please wait for me ! |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2009|12:43 am] |
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Keiko suddenly came back on friday ~
Gave her a surprise ~ at her house ~
Hahaha ~ it's was awesome ~ stay over at her house ~
Chuu ~ Hahaha next day we went to liang court starbucks to chill ~
Hahahaha totally japanese ~ Love white chocolate mocha frap ~
After that we went walking around CQ
Saw sheri and clique hahaha ~
So me and keiko joined them to rebel ~
Hahahaha ~ It's awesome ~
Baby taught me one thing ~ Never judge someone when you never know personally ~
I LOVE MY BABY CHUUU ~ |
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[Sep. 17th, 2009|05:40 am] |
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You are still a stranger
We don't know each other
We haven't even met
When will i get to know you ?
I want to connect with you
Please come the Angel of coincidence |
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|04:00 am] |
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Ahh ~Ahh ~ i love you !!! ~
Ahhh~Kimochi ~ I love you too ~
Ahhhh ~ say it louder ~~~
I..ahhh ~ love you ~~
Awww man ~ is this ok ? |
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[Sep. 13th, 2009|07:14 am] |
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Am i unemotional like you said ?
Hahahaha ~ i wonder
Do i really have to show everything out ?
Emotions is the only thing i keep to myself ~
Emotions are the only secret i have ~
Just had awesome chat with xanne-chan !
More makeup and beauty stuff installed in my brain ~
Hahahaha ~ it will come in handy next time for sure ~
I'll protect this sister for mine ~ Wahahahaha ~
So bastard just fuck off ~
Makomako eating her dango still in the middle of the night ~
So skinny get to eat alot and dont get fat ~
Seriously this is so unfair hahahaha ~
I might seem abit of a
naive
stupid
childish
silly
stubborn
that's all because i love you ~
and that's the way it is =D |
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[Sep. 11th, 2009|05:19 am] |
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Awww baby ~ i know you miss me ~
I miss you too alright ~
don't always cry in the middle of the night just because you miss me
If i didn't call you i wouldn't have know alright ~
You know i don't want to wet my hands with your tears ~
I only want to feel your sweet teardrops
Yes Yes Yes ! I heard it !
Your face look round if you cry alright !
Hahahaha ~ smile alright even if it looks round too ~ XP
I 'll call out ~ Keiko-sama with a tight tight hug ~ as usual ~
Talking to you under the stars accompanied by the melody of your piano sure is amazing ~
it's just amazing how sentimental you can get ~ and i can get ~
No wonder you always love being with me in the nights ~
I called small baby after keiko-sama fall asleep on the phone again ~
she happens to be writing a new song ~
totally love it when she is writing a song because
she will become a very calm and beautiful person ~
you can see her shine under the moonlight =D
Her voice is beautiful and magical.....
she is just like me hahahaha ~
We are the stars people ~ YAY !
I'll call out MakoMako Jump ! She will be hugging my back ~ as usual ~
She is really skilled in jumping on to my back ~
But piggybacking her is like carrying your bag pack ~ hahahaha ~
She is just so light ~ i swear ~
Alright she just on her guitar !!!!!
She is rocking her house off now i swear ~ hahahahaha !!!
DAMN HIGH !!! WOOOOOOOO !!! ROCK ON BABY !!!!
Thank you everyone for your care and concern ~
My stomach is much better now ~ but still hurts abit ~
Will get well soon no worries yeah ~
Blackshot partner with Xanne-chan :D Awesome !
We look like Yaoi partner ~ hahaha and she is laughing me for my tanned skin ~ T_T
Watched G-Force ~ Kinda cute hahaha ~
SBT and PongPong accompany for my sick dinner yesterday ~ Awww so nice ~
I am officially scare of Osaka takoyaki and maccha !!! Omg ~
i think i will puke if i smell them ~
I WANT TO EAT TAIYAKI !!!
I AM HUNGRY NOW ~~
Met my ex dance mate Sara-chan desu ~ hahaha ~ |
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